Monthly Archive for December, 2006

Self-perception is crazy, cruel sometimes.

In other news, Jefferson (a really cute and talented sex-blogger) put up an awesome description of me being a demo-bunny for Lolita’s wax and fire-play class at Dark Odyssey this past September. You know, I still owe Lolita a cherry pin for that day. And if I had even the slightest inkling that Jefferson had the hots for me – I think I would have tried to spend a bit more time with him during that weekend. Do I really look like that girl? Wow. Self-perception is crazy, cruel sometimes.

Once upon a time, about a decade ago, I was in a sex shop with my lover (at the time) and there were a ton of kinky, sexy greeting cards on the wall. Just for kicks, I asked him to pick out one that looked like me and I would do the same. The differences were like night and day. I choose a somewhat zaftig woman in her twenties with a turn of the century photographic style. He chose a modern-day smiling, pretty, athletic beauty in her late-teens. I still don’t think I look a thing like her but I appreciated his choice.

So … Thanks, Jefferson! You have no idea how much you’ve made my day! :)

Happy Birthday, Kimiko!

Today I’m heading north for Kimi’s birthday. If you wanna know how old she is, go ask – I’m not telling! :P Besides, she looks way younger than she is and you’d never guess right anyway. After we sing, Kimi and I are going to a TES meeting and then I’ll spend the night at thier place.

The Plague!

I survived it but now my Mother has it and is writhing in her bed wishing for death. I feel horrible about it but I don’t want to get too close to her for fear I might catch it back. I don’t remember ever being so sick! I was so ill, I actually managed to get fired from the temp gig for being unreliable. LOL – they obviously don’t know me. No worries though, there’s more fish out there somewhere.

Today I’m at Rapture taking sessions and doing some last minute Holiday shopping online. Anyone have any ideas for what I should get Daddy?

Being ill sucks!

Really, it does. I had forgotten how much I hate being sick then Tuesday morning, out of the blue, I got the worst combo of nausea, vomiting, cramps and the runs ever and wound up praying for death on a new client’s bathroom floor for about 2 hours before calling it quits and begging Daddy and Kimi to come rescue me. Of course, the sickness didn’t stop once I left their office, it just kept going until mid-afternoon making me dehydrated, weak and miserable. At one point, in the evening, I thought I was well enough to drive home for a change of clothes but a little bed jostle proved me wrong so I reluctantly stayed the night, called out sick to the new client Wednesday morning and made my way home in the afternoon.

Now, I’m supposed to go to back to the client’s office today but I still feel like crap and I have a TES BoD meeting tonight. Do I call out sick yet again or do I tough it out and possibly prolong the illness? Ugh. I don’t know.

Happy Birthday to Me!

I had a really nice birthday on Friday. Thank you to everyone who sent presents, e-cards and well wishes. It’s wonderful to know I have so many freinds out there! Kiss!!!!

World AIDS Day – Dec. 1st

Today, December 1st, is World AIDS Day. Today is an opportunity for people worldwide to unite in the fight against HIV and AIDS. Please visit the World Aids Campaign website to see what you can do to get involved.

Support World AIDS DayThanks to the World AIDS Day page on MySpace for this virtual ribbon. Wear your red ribbon today and everyday in support of all the people who are living with HIV and AIDS and in memory of all those who have died of the disease.