Monthly Archive for March, 2007

Hormones & Mood Swings

I’ve been bitchy, grumpy and generally moody fo the last week or so. I was planning to blame it on hormones but Daddy tells me there might be more to it. The good news is my mood is improving today and I’m no longer avoiding my medications ‘just cause’.

This week looks like it’s going to be another busy one but I don’t mind – at least I won’t be bored! :) If you’re in the area, drop by TES on Tuesday to learn about cigar play and hang out with some cool folks.

gig's going great

The new gig is pretty good so far and it looks like it’ll last at least thru the end of the month. Yipee for my checkbook. Boo-hoo for my social life. Working on-site with a 90 minute commute (each way) is putting a serious dent in the amount of extra curricular fun I get to indulge in. I’m trying to work out a schedule this weekend for some of my fav people so I can make sure to see them at least once this month!

TES Meeting this Tuesday

Over the Edge – When Fantasies Go Too Far
with Goddess Tatsumi and Soulhuntre

Most of us have disturbing fantasies at one time or another – thoughts of death, drowning, cannibalism, castration or other extreme fetishes.
Does that make you insane or evil? Does it mean you really want to do these things? What if your partner has dreams that are way beyond your limits? Soulhuntre and Goddess Tatsumi take you on a trip to the darker parts of the darkside and talks about things even many hard-core BDSMers don’t like to talk about. Can you play on the edge without falling in, or is it a slippery slope into the abyss?

Daddy and I weren’t supposed to give this class but the presenter cancelled this week so we were asked to fill in. Since we do a lot of this taboo stuff, I figured we could manage to fill an hour or two talking about it and fielding questions. If you’re in the area, come on down and get a glimpse at the dark inner-workings of our minds. <grins>

Got a gig!

In freelancing – when it rains, it pours. I have three different companies looking at me for work over the next few weeks. Since I can’t afford to sit around waiting for the best offer, I’m accepting the shortest term contract (about 3 weeks) and am telling the other two that I will be back in the game and ready to play in April. Here’s hoping I haven’t just shot myself in the foot.

What this means for you – I will not be home, in front of the cam, during the week. I’ll be staying with Kimi & Daddy Monday night thru Friday morning and returning to my cats & dogs on the weekends.

I know your bummed but please wish me luck anyway because you love and adore me and you want me to be happy. A happy Tatsumi is a more-often-naked Tatsumi :)

Ground rules for constructive fighting

Back in October of 2003, I stumbled across the following ground rules. I’m now posting them here so I don’t lose them again. Hopefully, they’ll help you as much as they’ve helped me. This is NOT posted towards anyone in particular. Continue reading ‘Ground rules for constructive fighting’

Response

I will always love you. You are my family. I will support you in every way I can while still remaining true to myself. I expect you to do the same.

And you should not “get over” the fact that I’m angry with you. It should bother you! Given what you know about me, the fact that I’m this angry should in and of itself give you much to think about.

This is my last post on the subject. Anything further that needs to be said will be done offline. You know me – I was raised to believe image is everything. I will go to hell and back in order to protect our family. Again, I expect you to do the same.

You're so vain

I know that had nothing to do with me … and I feel bad for saying this … but if I don’t say it here, I know it’ll slip out at some other time … so … Thanks. It really is for the best – for everyone concerned – even if it doesn’t feel that way right now.