Today wasn’t so bad. I could feel the depression lifting and settling back in from time to time but overall it was better. The no-smoking thing is still really hard. I guess that’s probably a given but I feel like I need to keep saying it. <shrugs> This week will be better still. I have a few really hot dates set up and plan to stay busy as much as possible without dropping from exhaustion. Think good thoughts for me. I’ll try to write more on Thursday when I have a few minutes to myself.
… 525,600 minutes … 1,000 kisses … no day but today …
Glad to hear that your depression is lifting. Without being judgemental,shoot me if I am,part of the problem seems that you’re,metaphoricaly speaking,slicing your pie to thin. Tats,perhaps you should learn to the art of “Nada Tasking.” This art,when properly understood and properly applied,allows one to walk through life without running the risk of bumping into yourself one the way back.
You’re quite a productive lady,but even a productive lady should realize that no matter how hard she works there will still be 147 things left undone.Don’t feel guilty if at the end of the day there is one minute and 12 seconds left unoccupied. Those one minutes and 12 seconds is what keeps us human! So crack open a bottle of Ripple,eat some cold pizza and watch Gillian’s Island. You deserve it!!!
My sister-in-law,whom I told you about,is in her middle 50s,has asthma,and still continues to smoke. Her doctor told her if she doesn’t doesn’t stop smoking she will be dead in two years. You aren’t in your middle 50s and I presume you don’t have asthma(An upfront girl like you would’ve told us) but your choice to stop smoking is still the correct one,even though it is causing you temporary uneasiness. Stick with it Tats and the score will be:
TATS 1
cANCERSTICKS 0