Today was just terrible. If we could go back and erase it, I’d be a happy girl.
There were massive layoffs at my job today. A lot of people I thought of as friends are gone – just gone – and that makes me sad.
Things aren’t going well for Flagg and that makes me very sad.
How’s that song go? “If wishes were trees, the trees would be falling.” Yeah, I’d trade a whole forest for my friend if I could.
(hugs)
Friday, I got to see my favorite artist with my girl and her family before curling up beside her gorgeous body.
Saturday was a wonderful, sleep-filled treat - first with my girl, then with my Daddy.
Yesterday, I spent all day with my zoo.
I am ready to face the week.
My class at TES on BDSM Blunders went really well last night. Thanks to all who attended and participated. It was especially nice to have my Daddy, Sister and Girlfriend all supporting me.
This weekend will be busy in NYC with all the NYLW and PolyNYC events going on, but I’ll be home watching movies, catching up on e-mails, looking for a house to rent and playing with my dogs.
I’m totally exhausted, covered in welts and bruises, and am very happy with my life. Camp was great! I saw so many familiar faces and met a bunch of new ones. I had a few new experiences and repeated a bunch I haven’t touched in ages. I reconnected with some very important friends and added some more to my ever-expanding spiderweb of contacts, lovers, friends, fucks and so on. I’m totally unprepared to go into details now about the weekend but I’ll leave you with this … I got fucked by a porn star and then got invited to visit her and her hubby in thier home town!
I called out sick today. Trying to get better before my girlfriend and I head to DOSC07 on Thursday evening.
I really missed Kimi and Daddy when they went to D*C and I stayed behind. We won’t be doing that again!
FW was ok. Not great by any means but not the worst event I’ve been to either. It was nice being there with my girlfriend and my family. The panels I was on went pretty well. And since I don’t have anything else nice to say, I’ll just stop talking about it.
Work has been work – annoying but paying well.
I hope to get back in front of my machine a bit more after camp and the summer madness slows down a bit. I miss you all
The new job is pretty good so far. They’re sending me on a business trip to middle-America tomorrow until Wednesday evening with two co-workers.Â
The girlfriend relationship is harder than I expected. You see, I wasn’t planning to get into anything serious. I really was just looking for a good time, a pleasant diversion, nothing emotional… I guess that’s typical – when you’re looking for a serious realtionship, you can’t find it. When you’re looking for a little light-hearted fun, destiny decides to fuck with your heart. Destiny is a bitch that way. Mind you, I’m not complaining – it’s just not what I had planned and you know how I love surprises.
Not much else to say right now – gotta get packing for the trip tomorrow.
A lot has happened in the last few weeks – I can’t believe it’s been so long since I posted – so I’m going to hit the high points in bullet form and not in chronological order …
- My girl-pal is officially my girlfriend
- I start a fulltime, with benefits, RealJob ™ tomorrow morning in Jersey City, NJ.
- Because I haven’t taken a session since February, I am now listed as an Independant on Rapture’s website instead of one of thier house dommes.
- Going forward, Prometheus magazine will be a web-based publication.
- I have dreams that I started smoking again but it’s only my subconscious fucking with me. I haven’t and I am pretty sure that I won’t. It’s still rough, every day is a battle, but I’m not going to give in again.
- My cats and my puppies restore my serenity. I’m going to miss the hell out of them during the week, when I’m sleeping at Daddy’s place to avoid the long commute.
- My new vertical nipple piercings are healing nicely.
You may now return to your regularly scheduled programming and I’ll try not to let another 3 weeks pass before I make another update.
… but I’m really tired too!
In reverse chronological order, from last night to my last entry, behind the cut. Continue reading ‘I'm having a great time…’
Last night I got to spend some yummy time with a good friend who I haven’t seen for months. I brought him a present just cause I saw it and thought of him and he got me a present too! Gotta love that!
Darling, if you’re reading this, thank you again! I can’t tell you how much that soft, smooth rubber means to me. Of course, you could probably tell from all of the screaming… Hehehe! :)
Tonight, I finished my notes for the Prometheus Summit Meeting tomorrow night and told the story of my exploits at DOSF to Flagg, Kimi and Soulhuntre. Now all I have to do is write them down and change the names to protect the guilty.
Another time – now I’m off to catch some sleep and prepare for another week on the job.